wow! liga!

i'm so close to him na!ü duh! but only in my dreams! nah!! ni hindi coh pa yata sya napapanaginipan eh,,basta yung kanina..haha..bakit ba pag mga ganung instances, hindi quick yung mind coh?! na struck?! haha..bading naman yun..pero hindi ah..i heard his voice..lalaki ang boses! hehe..love it! sayang..i was eyeing for his identification pero poor eyesight acoh eh so i'm not sure kung course nya is hotel and restaurant management..nakaka-asar! yung name nya tuloy hindi coh naaninag kung long ba or short..hmm..haha..basta nakakatawa..i'm was there standing inches part from them (coz he was talking to our eco prof. gusto coh na nga sumingit eh) doing nothing na desperate to know his name coz i will add him to my friendster account..that's the mababaw thing i can do for myself na magpapasaya saken..haha..corny! kelan coh kaya makikita yung friendster nya? sumuko na nga acoh eh..tapos nagparamdam ulet..hehe..bigla coh syang nakita ngayon..magkatabi lang pala yung room namen..biruin mo yun..now coh lang nalaman..small world! ngek!

liga on friendster

ang hirap naman hanapin si liga sa friendster..kainis..ba't ganun?! grabe ha! san nakaya yun?? nahihirapan na coh!!

now..

i hate my sis so much!

i am surprisingly happy for her!ü

what i am talking about? it's about my sis! wow, na surprise talaga acoh ha..but not that much..hehe..i think it runs thru our blood naman eh..guess what..she made it! nakahabol sya sa top ten ng class nila! yohooo!!!!ü hahaha..akalain coh bang lahat ng grades nya last quarter eh nag-increase! not bad for her..it's a good start..lalo na incoming college student na sya..congrats! KEEP IT UP! i'm so happy for you! i tell you, my pressure na kasama yan..tignan mo nga reaction ni dad..diba? parang wala lang..super duper mega over sa high standard & expectations kasi yun eh..haha..pero meron yun, meron, meron! hehe..sana tuloy-tuloy na yan til college..para may title ka naman pagka-graduate mo..i'll support you all the way..kunyari lang na mainit dugo coh sayo..ikaw rin naman eh..pareho lang tayo..hehe..nagbunga na rin ang mga pagpupuyat mo @ pag-iiyak mo sa mga simpleng school works/stuffs..haha..ikaw ha..nakukuha mo na yung pagkawork-a-holic coh ha..wag ganun, wag masyado..it's bad for your health..hmmm..always thank God for that unexpected blessing, pati na rin sa mga blessings to come..kaya dapat maging mabait kana saken..wag mo na acohng aawayin, sasaktan @ pagtri-tripan..para ka namang mga classmates coh na portraying to be my paparazzi na rin eh..iba na talaga pag artistahin..hindi pa sikat eh..hehehe..i'm so proud of her..kaya naman pala nya eh..haha..

~insights @ this very hour~

we are currently working in our thesis, particularly chapter 3..i hope matapos namen 'to ngayon..kasi kung hindi..istorbo 'to sa midterms..buti naman lahat kami nagsisipag ngayon..badly needed na kasi eh..syempre, habang gumagawa ng thesis..merong, walang humpayang commercials..hehe..para hindi boring ang paggawa..ang yaman kasi ng thesis namen..puno ng sponsors..yah, pero syempre we help each other work as a team to have a sensible output..

[FOREVERMORE]

there are times
when i just want to look at your face
with the stars in the night
there are times
when i just want to feel your embrace
in the cold of the night
i just cant believe that you are mine now

chorus:
you were just a dream that i once knew
i never thought i would be right for you
i just cant compare you with
anything in this world
you're all i need to be with forevermore

all those years ive longed to hold you in my arms
i've been dreaming of you
every night,
i've been watching all the stars that fall down
wishing you would be mine
i just cant believe that you were mine now

chorus

time and again
there are these changes that we cannot end
sure a star that  keeps going on and on
my love for you will be forevermore

wishing you would be mine
i just cant believe that you were mine now

you were just a dream that i once knew
i never thought i would be right for you
i just cant compare you with
anything in this world
as endless as forever
our love will stay together
you're all i need to be with forever more
(as endless as forever
our love will stay together)
you're all i need
to be with forevermore...

{bitter on love}

just felt it eh..

"when the heart speaks.. its meas something.."

\oops/

may pahabol pala..we can discuss it kung na-iintriga ka by text or by any non-personal encounter..

"sometimes the strong needs also to be weak" - mrez

-from now on-

this blog will serve as my online diary..all the things that i will be writing in this page, will not be tackle up..promise! if you want to talk about it, let's just communicate in this comment set-up..i'm in this situation that can't bring up the problem, face to face or confrontation..i think it becomes my weakness..i have this intra-personal conflict..i want people around me to understand..thank you very much..

PARIS HILTON LYRICS

I don't mind spending some time
Just hanging here with you
'Cause I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do.
Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride
But when I walk they talk of suicide
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside
And I'm satisfied, oh no, ohh

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make it nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Maybe I'm perfect for you

Ohh, ohh, ohh

I could be your confidante
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that's not what you want
If tomorrow the world ends
Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?
Now tell me who have you been dreaming of?
I and I alone, oh, no

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make it nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby I'm perfect for you

Excuse me for feeling
This moment is critical
Might be we feel it
It could get physical, oh no, no, no

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make it nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Oh
Let's see what love can do (Oh)
Maybe I'm perfect for you

Maybe I'm perfect for you (Oh)
You (Oh)
Maybe I'm perfect for you

Even though the gods are crazy (Oh)

Even though the stars are blind (Oh)

Even though the gods are crazy (Oh)

Even though the stars are blind (Oh)

=Artist: Stacie Orrico Title: I'm Not Missing You =

ooh oh

im not missing you

mmmm

been through just about everything
that i could go through when it comes to relationships
dont know what i was missing or why i aint listen
when i told myself that was it
but here i go hurt again cause
of my curiosity now that its over
what else could it be
besides a cheat

i made a promise
never to settle (why didnt i keep it)
cos i needed the heart break
cryin and cheatin the fooling around

but im not missing u

im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
im not missing u
u mighta had me open
but i must be goin because
i got lots to do
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u

its a shame in a way
cos i feel that i may not
ever fine the right one for me
did i leave him this year
i didnt find a face oh
will my true love ever be
how could i go on a search again
when i know what the end will be
what good is love when it keeps on hurting me

i made a promise
never to settle (why didnt i keep it)
cos i needed the heart break
cryin and cheatin the fooling around

but im not missing u

im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
im not missing u
u mighta had me open
but i must be goin because
i got lots to do
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u

im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
im not missing u
u mighta had me open
but i must be goin because
i got lots to do
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u

no i cant be with u cos
im scared felt like i was falling when u left me
i cant keep going through life
unaware of what im missing
or the person that i could be
loves good when its right
bad when its left
in ur memory all the time anytime
i guess love will be nice for someone
this is life

im not missing u

im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
im not missing u
u mighta had me open
but i must be goin because
i got lots to do
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u

im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
(knocking at my door)
u mighta had me open (ay oh)
but i must be goin because
(this is the best day of my life)
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u (im not missing, wooooh yea, im not missin u, no baby, im not missin u)

/AMBISYOSO/

Ang sarap sanang magkaroon
ng sapatos na lumilipad
Spaceship, kotse ni
Batman, X-ray shades at laser gun
Magic wallet na hindi nauubusan
ng laman
Time machine (time machine)
Ibabalik ang oras (ngayon din)

Chorus:

Libre lang mangarap
Walang hanggan na paghiling
Libre lang mangarap
Managinip ka habang gising

II
Ang sarap sanang maging bida
Sa sarili kong pelikula
Ninja, kumakain ng bala
Magaling sumayaw, parang John Travolta
Ka-loveteam ko ang lahat ng magaganda at seksing artista
Kissing scene kay Aubrey Miles o Angel Locsin


(Repeat 2x)

Di tulad sa tindahan
Walang utang
walang listahan
managinip at mangarap
wala kang babayaran
(Repeat Chorus 2x)

*SOMEDAY*

Someday, you'll gonna realize
One day, you'll see this through my eyes
But then I won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if I can't

I know you don't really see my worth
You think you're the last guy on earth
Well, I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long, won't take long

CHORUS
'Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday

But now, I know you can tell
I'm down and I'm not doin' well
But one day, these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry sweet goodbye

CHORUS
'Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place, woh
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, I know someone's gonna be there

Someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday

Ahh yeah yeah 

+radmr+

wala paring nakahihigit sa kanya..lupet!

-so katamad!-

this day, argh! gumising acoh ng maaga para habulin ang 7am class coh..kahet may 1 late na coh ron, (sayang nga eh, tsk-tsk-tsk) syempre madali parin acoh..may test kasi eh..grabe yung pamasahe coh..feeling coh 40% na agad nabawas sa baon coh..ang tagal ng mga tao kanina kaya medyo tanghali na nagpuno..buti na lang hindi acoh na late..nahabol coh pa..grabe talaga..tapos by 8am nagpapalabas na yung prof namen..@ take note, sobrang late sya..hehe..wala lang..@ ngayon, wala na kameng class..nakakatamad talaga! naaantok pa coh..@ ano nang mangyayari sa araw coh na 'to?! bahala na..basta ngayon, priority ang thesis..@ kamusta naman ang thesis? ayun.. 3 pages ang chapter 3..haay..anyway, humiwalay acoh sa mga ka thesismates coh ng venue ng paggawa ng thesis kasi..money matters..hehe..kuripot talaga acoh..i'm here sa comp. lab. tapos nandun sila sa internet shop..how's me over here? walang vtunnel ang pc na 'to..ano ba yan, wala ng magawa..buti pa yung mga friendships coh..@ guess what? biglang ng im si mhark! gosh..nabuhay ang dugo coh..hehe..what's with him today? tinopak? mahirap nga naman kilalanin ang mga taga-u.p. eh si kaye nga eh..why is that may mga ganoong nilalang noh? haay naku..

+in 2007, hmm..+

in this year i will..

erase those unwanted messages in my cp

throw away trashes na talaga

find a job in my dream industry

be beauty conscious

try to resist temptations

try to fight my weakness

sealed my lips

continue to be a news maker

surprise everybody

+watch out for me this year+